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Lol. For some reason, Asam Laksa Maggi is more spicy here??? Doesn’t make any sense. But it is!!! So spicy! Though I put more water, still spicy. BUT IT WAS DEFINATELY MORE YUMMY than the ones I cook in Perth. Coz of the water. Nt blaming the water, but it is lah, water’s problem. Lol.

Yes yes, went yam cha with friends again today. As usual, Saturday…PLUS, TIFFANY’S LEAVING FOR KK TOMORROW WHAT!!! Anyways, went out with, Amelia, Charis, Cindy and Tiffany lor. Cin brought her camera so we took some photos. I think we looked weird, or we acted weird? Coz the people working in that shop, kept looking at us. Looking forward to the next gathering. At? Cin, your house? LOL!!! Do some cooking? Remember the last time we went grocery shopping? And then wat happened? lol

Hehehe…Business Class Experience soon. I shall be seeing, how cool is sitting in a seat double the economy class size. How good their service is in business class. How comfy it is siting in front. How nice it is getting more dedicated service, if they even give you better service there. MAS, bad bad bad. Discrimination. Now facts. From my travel experience for years, coz I live on an island, and you basically get everywhere using airplanes, MAS, they’re really favourtism. It makes a difference if you’re a caucasian and not an asian. It also makes a difference if you speak english and not malay. The way you dress makes them judge you too. Well….AS IF you’re not paying for the same type of tickets. RIGHT? Agree with me…

Let me share something with you today.

I HATE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!

1. You get so busy listening and learning stuffs for three months, non stop.
2. You then get a couple of week to get all nervous and scared about the coming exams
3. You get 1 week to stuff everything inside your brain, and then, try to get as many HD as you can, from that so very-ittle-obviously-not-enough-last-minute efforts
4. You get so stressed out at the end of study week, and there it goes, your battle begins
5. At the end of first week of exams, you get all stressed out (no, it’s ME), I get so stressed out and very very tired with studies, and you’re just counting the days, to the end of exams
6. After every paper, u feel like shit coz you don’t know how to do it.
7. After everything ends, you get a long long break, but you have to worry about the possibilities of getting a supplementary, or worst still, don’t get it though you failed (touch wood)
8. Few days before the results are announced, you finally find out that, WOHOO, you passed all subjects! YEAY!
9. One day, a friend comes and tell you, "Hey, Results are out lor". Excitedly you log in to the studentnet and check your results.
10. You would react in a few ways
    10.1. Very happy
    10.2. Very upset
    10.3. Stunned, then realise all wasn’t good, and be upset bout it
    10.4. Nothing…It’s all over, and you don’t care about it

And the cycle goes on and on….

Back in Malaysia, and all good fun over here. Well, at least, much more entertaining that perth. Just started with a bit of shopping, more to go over the next few days. I like my shoes so much but some people thinks it’s ugly..HMPH!!! Whateva….
Damaged the end bit of my hair, sobs, hv to spend so much time grooming the end everyday. Stupidsszzzzz….Lol…
Last but not least, this is a brilliant website that everyone should visit….http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Malaysia

Finally made it to the end of First Year. How hard was it? VERY VERY HARD. And it’s just going to be harder and harder and harder. Interesting…And I’ll be nerdier and nerdier, and nerdier. Really feel like I’m SUCH A NERD now. Sigh. I DID NOT touch my series for two months. Studied day and night like a typical NERD (and still flunk my exams, not that I know how to do). But stress seems "fun" when your friends are stressing along. Lol. Though it’s all over right now, I still feel, weird inside of me. Probably it’s the effects of what happened before my exams, and also all along my exams, which obviously didn’t make me quite happy, but then, I made myself strong, and not think about it, pretend that it wasn’t there, and concentrated with my studies. And now that I’m free, don’t have to study, it all comes back. Just feel that it isn’t nice to be here. Here as in here. Uni’s good, friends are good too. Just "here". I would rather spend more time at uni, if not, outing with friends. 3 more years to go. It all started with that question one night, and I think that just tear things wider apart.
*sigh*. Whatever it is, I’m grateful that YT always listens to what I have to complain. I know you’re bored ady, but, bear with me lah. Nobody else would listen lah Hou Pang Yao!! Hahaha…Not even my family would. So, no choice la. Abuden you want me to refer to counselor? Or go to, building 401? Thank you lor.
Thanks to my "waky waky" people who wakes me up in the middle of my sleep so that I could continue studying. That’s, mua sister and YT. And my alarm clock which doesn’t really work on me sometimes. It is a danger to rely on my alarm clock if I’m planning to study. Haven’t been sleeping much for the past month. And have been sleeping irregularly. Need to change that, coz, by the time I enter the second week of exams, I really really really feel like I’m so half dead. Really tired with everything, just wanna lie down and sleep. But, I pulled through.=)
Leaving for home soon, but I don’t seem like I’m packing much. Scared that I’ll leave something that I need ler…But really lazy to pack! Sigh. Was quite *sighing* when I realised I have four packs of Arden to bring back. Sigh….I think I want a fragile sticker on my bag. Don’t care. Hmph! So lazy to pack things properly, protect this and that. LAZY LAH!!! Give me a break. All I want is REST. Lol. No wonder I don’t feel like doing anything.

I’m tired, I’m exhausted, I’m stressed. All too long, all too much. One month since all these started. Just four more days. Can’t stop now. FOUR MORE DAYS!!!! I have to move on…But my brain’s too tired!!! Help!!!

The time, has come, for us to, work like how the buffalo work on the paddy field everyday. Yeay! Isn’t that fun. So exciting indeed. I did NOT have a good week, apart from good times with friends at uni. Other than that, everything else was pretty crap. Practical Assessment, I got one ZERO for one out of four products, BECAUSE, the ingredient I used was double than needed. Coz, converted the Molecular Weight wrongly. That’s what you get for NOT reading the hints they give IN THE BRACKET, thinking that people are trying to trick you, instead of helping you. Lol. And all the 8 marks I lost in the assessment test came from dose check. So….EEEEK…I overdosed three patients in my tests. Very bad…Suprisingly, I got all correct for MCQ. Lol.
Now, we have to figure out when to study what. But, I still can’t figure out. Feel like studying everything at once, but even a kid could figure out that that’s impossible. ANYway, can’t wait to get over this. And that’ll be the end of first year. Yeay!

Got back the feeling of true "sleep" last night, after a short battle for four days, which is TBC next week and the week after and after and after. Lol. Okay I’m such a crap. Lol. Haven’t been sleeping much for the past few days. Looked really bad, I won’t want prince charming to appear anytime soon. Lol..Just joking. Daylight savings is due to start again this coming weekend. Not fun at all kay. Dont’ know what’s the big deal with that. Not that it makes a big different with the DAYLIGHT they have. And not that they’ll "save" a lot of daylight. All just crap. Like Yi Tyeng said, "One hour oso fun"! Lol.
Mock practical was crap. Coz I was careless with volume again. I think I have issues with ordered volumes. Ever since the first compounding lab. Surely remember the scene where Jessica spotted that I’m being weird taking out that big measuring cylinder. Lol. And then few times this year, I had the same problem too. And so during the mock, AGAIN. 80 mL of calamine lotion, I was in a rush, so i made up to volume, overshoot, already 90. Gone case. I think I better highlight the amount needed. Too silly. Especially when the volume required is somekinda odd number, not 30, 50, 100. Doinkz….

Well assessment test was okay. Satisfied with what I’ve gotten. Lol. Most important thing is to be above the class average, though that might not be good enough for me. But..Yeah…Just settle with it.

5 weeks more before the end of this whole First Year Degree. Sooooo fast. Yes, this year, time passed really quickly. Last year, all I had in mind was, get over WAUFP, and go back home. Doing countdowns 100days before going home, like seriously wanting to go home. And I get annoyed, when people say to me last year, "See the time passed so fast right? You’re going home soon". But this year, I ADMIT THAT TIME PASSED SO QUICKLY. Over this year, I have grown a lot more matured. First sem was kind of a disaster. I guess Jessica was right about First Year. And really, I could manage better this semester, compared to last sem. Much better I hope.

Three weeks to the exams, and I’m well prepared struggling through. Hope to put myself through the exams in a better way this semester. Lots of things have been happening over the past few weeks. My suburb was shook up with a terrifying incident which puts me in anxiety and fear each day I go home from uni. It’s weird but, being alert takes up your energy, adds to your tiredness. Everyday I pray that I would reach home safely. I am really scared, to be honest. Thank God Aunt Irene offered to help out whenever I need. At least I’m reminded that I have a backup, and not being all alone with any problems that could potentially come around. I have to go through this fear for another three weeks.
Other than that, I’m quite okay these days. Maybe coz my stress haven’t really come around yet. And that’s worrying me a bit too. Lol. I’m not a psycho okay. Just…weird.
Friends, I have problem with my friendster, particularly with recently added friends. I can’t seem to view their profile nor send messages or reply comments. Snokee, if you’re reading this (which I doubt, but this is the only source of communication at the moment), try your best in SPM. Everything that you’re doing at anytime will seem the toughest of all you’ve ever seen, but once you get through it, it’s all okay. Wish you all the best.